Wednesday, May 21, 2008


Today I tried to fix my short documentary about IQ. I use the Google Earth (Pro Edition - Trial laa, have no money to buy... ) and try to capture a clip movie (movie maker), but the movie was not ok... Then I just copy the image and put it one after other (cam movie la jugak). It's looked more ok... So that for today...

I have to record the other voice for the documentary. I want to use one of my ex-student who have became a teacher now, but I must wait until this Saturday. He have another commitment now ( He join Majlis Tilawah Al-Quran Peringkat Negeri Terengganu in Besut - hope he will win ), so there are nothing that I can do now. If I edit the documentary now, I have to edit it back after sound recording, so just a little 'make up' saja laa...

As I mentioned yesterday, I will travel to Cameron Highland on next Sunday. I cannot wait until Sunday. I keep thinking about it. But (always but in this beautiful life... why aaa?)... in the same time I'm worry about the documentary and the schedule. I have to make the schedule to IQ and the new semester will begin next week. But (another but, in the positive one) this is not my fault. I don't receive the list yet. (the list which contain who will teach this subject... who will teach that subject... and so on) so this is not my fault. But (this time in negative one) I will be 'very very very busy' after returning from Cameron Highland. Just enjoy my trip first laa. Tomorrow is another day. Next week is another week. And like usual ... CENCARU MAKAN PETANG LAGI LAA.... harap-harapnya...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008


Today I do nothing... Yes, nothing... My students are with their exam, some of them are with their family. And others... I don't know. I don't care. This is a period for them to relax after hardworking here in IQ... But unfortunately the students from third and fourth year have to complete their exam in this period. So no relax time for them. Next week we will start the new semester and they complain about have no break time. What can I do. I'm only a 'small' teacher here. I can only hear what they say and the answer that I can say is only ... SABARLAH.. ITU DUGAAN SEORANG PELAJAR.. USTAZ DAH ALAMI MACAM-MACAM DULU...

I know that is not a good answer. But what else can I do? I don't know....

Next week - Sunday May 25 - I will go to Cameron Highland with my family, my lovely wife and my prince... Then we will travel to Sik, Kedah and will return to home on May 27. I will have a 'crazy day' on May 28 before 'presentation's day' on May 29.

Another two trip is waiting me on June -maybe three-.. To Pork Dickson and Langkawi for 'lawatan kerja' and maybe to Cherating for another amazing family vacation.

So I have a lot of thing to write on June... maybe...

Today in Malaysia we have a big story when Tun Seri Dr Mahathir Mohamad, Mantan Perdana Menteri was 'resign' from UMNO yesterday... It is a big shock for the country and most everybody talk about it. What happen next? We will see... I can only hear and see but will not talk about it...

Saturday, May 17, 2008


  • Who is the professional image consultant dishing out juicy tips on how to look your best at's Lookin' Good section? Wendy Lee
  • Name the bloggers at the Guy and Parent blogs. Andrew William and Sharmila Rajah
  • At which section do you find stories on women's fashion and beauty? Style Sheet - In Vogue

Attending Dreamz would be a dream come true for me because I never have chance like this before...


I wrote on Thursday, May 8, that my boss gave me a task to do. I have a full week to complete it (of course I have another tasks like usual - but that one is special one). He asked me to make a short documentary about Institut Al-Quran Terengganu to present it on May 29 for the staffs from ICTAS or ISTAC (I'm not sure)... but like usual I just let the time running and running and running until last Thursday, May 15. He told me that he want to see my work. So from the morning to the afternoon to evening until 3.00 a.m I'm do nothing but with my PC. Understand what I mean??? He he he...

But the hardest thing about making a documentary is about the sound. We need a right person who have a good voice and can ... (sorry I cannot get the right word now ) I mean he can speak like tell us the story, not just reading... On Friday morning, I asked four students to record their sound, but no one have this voice. So I took the best one and hoping my boss can accept it.

We started the voice's recording after prayed Jumaat and edited the documentary after that. I went to my boss's house to show him what have I done... and... jeng jeng jeng... He accepted it. Yahoo... of course I need to change some part but overall he accept it. Yes. I did it again... CENCARU MAKAN PETANG. I know this is not a good habit, but this is me... always CENCARU MAKAN PETANG...

Thanks to mu student : Amir Asyraf who gave me his voice... and of course my lovely wife and my prince who allow me to work until 3.00 a.m...

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

(I'm copy this posting from )

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?

You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong…

Read the following story… it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.

I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

>He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child’s right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother’s eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child’s hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words—TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.

Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0..25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn’t nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of…

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad?

Perhaps… no, I should not feel bad at all… What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

“Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.”

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.

It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that! we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past,you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Author unknown

(This story make me cry -in my heart-)


(This is my original posting)

Today I learn a new ‘knowledge’ … BAD ARTICLE… I just jumped from site to site then I found this one, and I spend a lot of my ‘today’s time’ there. I had tried to rewrite my old article and it work… I don’t know which the article is better but who care. I’m not writing for anyone. I write to myself. So I will try again and we will see if BAD ARTICLE is bad like they say.

But, there are always be but in everything. It does not work with a small article. I’m not good in English and my article is not a long article. So I had to write more and more. But (another but here) maybe it will help me more.

I learned another ‘thing’ today. I just knew that I can check my grammar using MS WORD. So from today, I will write my article in MS WORD first, then (just for fun: rewrite it, but not all aa) and then copy and paste to my blog. Maybe my original posting is better, who know.

I thought that I had written enough, but not enough laa. The machine wants me to write more and more. So I just type… Then type again… And again.

I feel more comfortable with my English now. Yes I still ‘budak baru belajar’ but (another but for today) if I do not start it now, when I will start it. So just write laaaaa.

(This is what BAD ARTICLE do to my posting, actually I cannot understand some part of it)

Today I attain an ignorant ‘mentality’ … BAD ARTICLE… I in reality jumped from hangout to residence then I open this unequalled, and I exhaust an assembly of my ‘right awe’s tour’ there. I had talented to amendment my mature information and it energy… I dress’s realize which the corporeality is lift but who fault. I’m not lettering for somebody. I sign to myself. So I intention achievement besides and we bestow see if BAD ARTICLE is parlous like they disclose.
But, there are always be but in information. It does not knead with a little apologue. I’m not substance in English and my person is not a big league clause. So I had to dash off more and more. But (another but here) feasibly it passion favour me more.
I plugged in another ‘thing’ up-to-date. I just knew that I can survey my grammar with MS WORD. So from immediately, I fork over draw up my report in MS WORD picked, then (unsparing for joke: bang out it, but not all aa) and then repeat and glue to my journal. Maybe my erratic assignment is rectify, who vision.
I pattern that I had cursive sufficiency, but not sufficiency laa. The utensil requests me to scrawl more and more. So I logical appearance… Then trait further… And further.
I determine more prosperous with my English now. Yes I still ‘budak baru belajar’ but (another but for immediately) if I do not endow it now, when I salacity fabricate it. So pure reproduce laaaaa.



About two weeks ago, I wrote : What had I did to myself... Then I realize that sentence is wrong... I know I made a lot of mistakes because I'm not good in English, but that one is 'very mistake' aaa... a simple simple mistake. But I just leave that sentence there hoping somebody will give me the right sentence... he he he...

So, Thanks to Rizal (tak sangka ada gok orang mari kat padang pasir tandus ni) who gave me the right one : WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008


This is my first attempt in Contest from AllMalaysianBloggersProject... I don't think that I can win... just for fun and do something new...


  • Who is the professional image consultant dishing out juicy tips on how to look your best at's Lookin' Good section? Wendy Lee
  • Name the bloggers at the Guy and Parent blogs. Andrew William and Sharmila Rajah
  • At which section do you find stories on women's fashion and beauty? Style Sheet - In Vogue

Attending Dreamz would be a dream come true for me because I never have chance like this before...

Thursday, May 8, 2008


Yes... I AM A FREE MAN...

I feel very happy today because I had defend my thesis's proposal yesterday at UDM. Yes... There are 'something' about 'methodology' and 'other' but I had go through it. I feel very 'free' now.. maybe for today only, but... I can feel 'this feeling'... FREE... FREE... FREE...

Thanks for my supervisor Dr Rohaizan who supported me hardly... Thanks for all commenter: Dr Izzah, Dr Norizan, Dr Lazim and others... I learned a lot of thing yesterday... And sincerely I had a very good experience... Thanks you very much...

Just a day before 'The Presentation's Day' -Monday- my boss, Ustaz Aziz asked me to do a 'big job'. I have to make another documentary about Institut Al-Quran Terengganu and present it on 29 May . A group from INSTEP will visit us that day and I'm have only two weeks to make it. I want to start it today but in the same time I want to feel this feeling after 'a hard work' on my thesis's proposal. So be happy and free before another 'Boxing Day'...

Sunday, May 4, 2008


I'm always say to myself : I'm very good doing the job in the last minutes... Like CENCARU MAKAN PETANG... I did it again in last three days... I did it again... yes... I feel very happy now because I have everything for 'The Boxing Day' on this Wednesday... But... There are always 'but' in my life...

But, I didn't give the 100 percent in my work... I'm alway say : Tak pe lah, baiki kemudian... And this is a big problem in my life. Nothing perfect.

So I want to enjoy today. Tomorrow I will go to UDM to meet my supervisor and see what happen there... TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY...


Thursday, May 1, 2008

Hi... to myself of course... (is it right- I'm always feel that I make mistake )

nothing to write.. I have less than five days before my presentation ( my M.A proposal ) on Tuesday and Wednesday ...

Everyday when I wake up in the morning , I will say that I will start it today... but...

so.. nothing to write today