Assalamualaikum wrt wbrt

Lebih 40 hari tanpa catatan merupakan sesuatu yang amat malang... Setelah begitu bersemangat di permulaan blog, aku menyepi tanpa berita, semuanya gara-gara PRU12... Bermula dari tempoh Perlimen dibubarkan kepada penamaan calon seterusnya 'tsunami politik' pada 8 Mac 2008, membawa kepada krisis, skandal dan pelbagai lagi dan 'berakhir' dengan MB Terengganu mengangkat sumpah... kesemuanya menyebabkan aku terpaku berjam-jam lamanya didepan internet , menjadi pemerhati tanpa suara dan mengenali masyarakat blogger... Kalau dulu bimbang juga melayari sumber maklumat alternatif, tetapi selepas PRU12, aku rasa aku perlu lebih terbuka, memerhati dan menilai pandangan kedua, ketiga , keempat dan seterusnya...

Kalau nak dicatatkan apa yang telah aku lakukan sepanjang 40 hari memang sangat banyak, tetapi mungkin yang banyak mempengaruhi aku dalam tempoh ini adalah YouTube... memang dah lama aku melayari YouTube tapi tak pandai download... Awal Mac aku berusaha dan akhirnya tahu cara mendownload dari Video download helper, apa lagi bergiga-giga lah video yang didownload dan berjam-jam jugalah masa dihabiskan...

Aku masih komitmen dengan pembelajaran Bahasa Inggeris, tapi 'tsunami politik' lebih hebat... Aku juga-dengan penuh keazaman- akan memulakan penulisan Tesisku ESOK... IN SYA ALLAH...

Harap semuanya berjalan lancar....

NEW EXPERIENCE

Everyday in our life, i have a new experience. Life is a long journey. We must enjoy this journey, in the same time we must ready for 'another journey' in our 'future life'...

Yesterday i attended the research methodology class by UDM to their past graduate student. I had learn a lot of new lesson in this class. i had never attend any class since ten years ago and feel very happy learning research methodology. Now I know something about 'quantitative' or 'qualitative' and other lesson. I didn't know how to write 'literature research' before, but now have some idea about it.

I spent more than 8 hours there and made friends from other faculty. We had a good discuss and felt very happy about it. My friend Rizal can speak English very good and i should learning from him. I will speak to him about this IN SYA ALLAH. Maybe he can be my partner in 'English Speaking Program' ...

I dont start my thesis yet. I should start it now, but I still searching the relevant books. I called my buddy Pok Din from UKM last night and he agree to help me. I will call me senior Dr Azwira tonight IN SYA ALLAH and hopefully he can get some related thesis for me from UKM.

This is for today... Thanks for Fair who visited my blog couple days ago...

GOTONG ROYONG'S DAY

Today IQ Terengganu have a 'gotong-royong's day... It's mean that we not study today, but we must came to Institute and together - teachers and student- we clean our campus. I'm myself and Ustaz Abdul Wahab - my best friend here and also my 'Tok Guru' - with boy's students from Diploma have to clean the major drain near the football's field. ALHAMDULILLAH everything go like what we plan. And our campus is cleaner then yesterday..

In the evening, we will have a football's game between teacher's team and student's team. Unluckily i can't play because i have a backache ( I hope I get the right word here ) since 15 years ago and if i do something hard like playing football etc my back will 'protest' me...

I think that my English is very bad today, I don't know why, maybe because I'm tired now... so I will write after having a little relax by browsing other's blog...

WHAT A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE

I promised to talk about TAMAN TAMADUN ISLAM today, but i have to break it.. I will talk about my wonderful experience in these days.. As I write before, I'm now crazy about English.. I opened BBCLEARNINGENGLISH everyday, reading people's story in English, talking to myself in English, listening to the English's lesson etc... now I want to try something new about English... I will 'try' to write this blog in English.. I know it's not easy to me.. but nothing to lost...

The other thing happen to me is I'm now crazy about computer... Last Thursday I tried to fit my old PC (actually it's belong to my brother who gave it to me three years ago ). It's an old PC with Pentium 1, 2 GB HD and 48 RAM. It's like a 25 years old car... (maybe more)... I felt very good when i can format it and then install the window from MS DOS. This is my first experience with MS DOS and I spent more than 8 hours like a blind man in it (thanks to my big bro who gave me a very useful advice )... now that PC is belonged to my prince who go strait to if after returned from his Tok Ma's house...

In fact i had a very good in time last week. I finished my work, making schedule for IQ Terengganu, and spend a wonderful weekend repairing that old PC and visiting Masjid Kristal... What a beautiful mosque... i went to that mosque twice, first with my prince in Saturday's evening and then with my lovely wife ant the prince to pray Isya' in Sunday's night... I think this project is one of the biggest victory for our MB Dato' Seri Idris Jusoh...

Yesterday our new students registered in IQ Terengganu... I hope that they could finish their study here and become future Ulama and Hamalah al-Quran IN SYA ALLAH.

THIS IS FOR TODAY, I LIKE TO WRITE MORE BUT THE TIME IS ALWAYS AGAIN US.

TEN DAYS OF FEBRUARY

When I opened my blog early in the morning, i wondered how fast the time leaving us... I'm never publish any posting for ten days... TEN DAYS... There is a lot of thing happen to me in these days, but unluckily, i didn't write it... I don't know how to menace my time now... as I wrote , my school now changing from school to institute, it's mean that there is a lot of thing to do... and me myself had registered for M.A. so i have to write my 'thesis'... and in the same time, I'm now crazy about English... everyday I go to bbclearningenglish and spent a lot of my time there... seeing how people around the world learning English and listening to their stories...

I think the most important 'thing' in these days is TAMAN TAMADUN ISLAM.

I must go out now... I will write again tomorrow IN SYA ALLAH telling you the story about Taman Tamadun Islam... See you soon.. myself...

MY FIRST POSTING IN ENGLISH

It has been ten days since my last posting... i really busy in these days... in these 2 weeks... i had to finish the schedule for my school ... ALHAMDULILLAH... everything is all right for now...

like i write for the title, this is my first posting in English... i know that my English is very bad (maybe not too bad) , but if i'm not trying now, when will i try??? nobody read my posting, so nothing to scare...

i have a very good memories in these ten days... but the most important is when i attend the gathering with the TNC of UDM last Thursday, he encourage us to use our foreign language in UDM... i can speak and write in Arabic quiet well, but not in English, so i decided to learn English...

I ask him (TNC) two questions (in English) in 'broken' English and he can understand it.... and from that moment i think that i can speak English... all i need is practicing and using this language as many as i can... and don't think about the mistake... first we make mistake... then we correct it...

my first step when i came back to school in this week is browsing the internet and searching for the web which offer learning English for free. i found many of it... but the most interested one is bbclearningenglish ... now i listening to the program everyday and feel more confident using my English...

i have a lot of story to tell or to write here, but i don't have much time now...

see you all soon

SEMINGGU NAN INDAH...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alangkah indahnya kehidupan ini.... dan alangkah sukarnya kehidupan ini... keindahan dan kesukaran kekadang adalah terlalu subjektif... ianya terpulang kepada individu yang menilai kehidupan mereka... sebagai seorang peminat filem kemasyarakatan, ada banyak filem yang meninggalkan kesan mendalam dalam hidupku... antara yang masih kuingat dari filem-filem yang pernah ditonton sewaktu kanak-kanak dulu : seorang yang beru kematian suaminya dan menghadapi pelbagai kesukaran dalam hidupnya berkata kepada anak remajanya (yang juga berhadapan pelbagai kepayahan) WHAT EVER HAPPEN, WE MUST GO ON OUR LIFE... ungkapan itu mungkin terlalu biasa, tetapi mendengarnya pertama kali umpama mendapat satu tenaga kehidupan... Ya!!! KEHIDUPAN PERLU DITERUSKAN...

Antara yang terbaru... dua orang (mungkin dari golongan mewah) mengembara ke sebuah negara sangat miskin... seorang daripada mereka berkata : bagaimana mereka boleh ketawa dan bergembira??? (pengembara itu sendiri kelihatan kecewa dengan kehidupannya yang mewah!!!)

Seminggu yang berlalu... sebenarnya amat indah... tetapi penuh kesukaran... hari selasa dan rabu dihabiskan dengan men'tashih'kan 2 kertas syahadah... ALHAMDULILLAH... berjaya dilaksanakan... walaupun 'terlanggar' batasan yang ditetapkan...

Hari khamis yang cukup bersejarah 17/1/2007... paginya berjumpa ustaz hanapi... (ingat, jangan tak ingat...) ... kemudian terus ke bandar... tiba lebih kurang 8.50... rupanya bank hanya dibuka jam 9.30, so sempat 'langsai'kan bil TNB... hujan lak tiba-tiba turun dengan lebatnya... seperti biasa, aku yang 'pengalah' ni kena lah tunggu lama sikit untuk nombor giliran... nombor 28... lebih kurang 45 minit di bank, aku ke klinik RAHIM, HAMZAH, HALIM DAN RAZALI untuk medical check up... Alhamdulillah lancar... kemudian telefon Hafaz, tapi Pengarah tiada di pejabat, so rancangan untuk meminta pengarah menandatangani surat akuan terpaksa diubah.. so terus ke UDM dan meminta Timbalan Dekan FKI untuk menandatanganinya (pastinya dengan bantuan Ailong)... kemudian mendaftarlah aku (uslub arab) sebagai mahasiswa UDM (Pengajian Pascasiswazah)... ALHAMDULILLAH kembali ke alam pelajar... kemudian keluar makan denag Ailong... balik ke rumah dan menghabiskan PETANG YANG INDAH... puteraku pula ber'musafir' bersama 'tok ma'nya ke KB... 10 malam baru balik...

jumaat dan sabtu : bersama pakcik2 dan makcik2... 2+1...

hari sabtu : puasa asyura' (Alhamdulillah ayah sempat ingatkan)... petangnya balik Bukit Bading untuk berbuka... malamnya tak tidur sepanjang malam kerana 'tashih' 2 kertas... ada filem yang agak baik berkaitan kehidupan manusia... sempat juga tengok Roger Federar hampir ditumbangkan oleh pemain tidak terkenal dari Serbia dalam Terbuka Australia... (kalau tak silap 6-7, 7-5, 6-7, 6-1, 10-8 : set akhir tu comfirm sebab aku tengok... ).. aku memang suka melihat kejutan (pemain ternama menumbangkan pemain pilihan), tapi 'kecewa' ...

semalam... itu semalam... hari Ahad : pagi cam biasa masuk kelas dan lain2... selain dihabiskan dalam talian... on line... tapi tak buat lak catatan, cuma tumpang lalu di blog2 dan laman web... satu yang menarik perhatian iluvislam.com.my

hari ini sepanjang pagi mesyuarat bersama penyelaras-penyelaras untuk pembahagian subjek dan guru... ALHAMDULILLAH berjalan lancar...selepas solat zohor baru boleh memayari internet... maka terhasillah nukilan yang seadanya ini...